I'm sorry if you think that I'm a bit arrogant now. But actually I never act that way.
Since that incident, it really hurts me a lot and I still can't forget it. That's why
everytime I saw you, I tried to get away because I'm afraid I might cry when I see
you right in front of me. I cry because you're the only one that I really loved so much and
I know you've heard this many times but I really mean it. I never lied about my feelings.
If you read this, you'll more understand my situation. I miss you so much but I can't say like
how I used to said to you like before. It mean nothing to you because you're with someone
else now. Sometimes when I think about us, I always said what did I do wrong to you that
makes you change yourself and lied everything to me. I never cheat on you, I never lied
or hide something from you that makes you mad. I know everything happen for a reason but
is it fair for me ? We both broke because we have reasons. We still contact with each other.
Suddenly you changed and act different. No wonder you're like that. You're hiding your
relationship from everyone and me. Just one or two knows about that.
What makes me more sad when I found out about everything about you from someone else.
All this while I really trust you but suddenly you changed like that. Telling the truth might
be hurt but much better than being lied. Before this you told me that you and her are just friend.
You convince me with so many ways to make believe you. At last I believe because I know that
you're a nice guy and wouldn't do such a thing. For the second time the truth comes out heard
from someone else not you. When I've cried a lot and suffer alone, you left me. That's why I still
remember until now. But I tried to be nice with you and act normal even that incident has left a
scar in my heart. If you're happy with her, I'm happy for you too. Just wish we could be together
again but I guess you have no more feelings to wards me and have forgotten me. But I'm here
still loving you forever. No matter where I am, you're always in my heart. I can never change my
heart and pick somebody else to be my loved ones. Take care, will always love you :')
#Sorry if the words are too long. It really came straight from my heart :)
It's starts when the next day after I hang out with him.
Someone told me that all this while he was lying to me and everyone
around him. I'm a bit shocked heard about it. Then she told me everything
about him. She told the truth about what he's been hiding from me. More than
what I heard that makes me more shocked and speechless is when I found out
he's dating! My heart stops for a while and my eyes starting to cry. So all this
while he's already couple with someone. He's been lying to me about that
relationship. Everytime I asked him about it whether it's true or not, you say no
it's not true. Then I feel happy to hear it. So that day the last time that we both
hangout, I thought you were telling the truth but you didn't. I trust you, I
ignore all those rumour about you. You know, I waited you for 3 years to be
with you again and faith to you. I thought I'll have a second chance but it's
already hers. The chance is for her. I know this is fate but I just don't know
why you did this to me. Now when I'm suffering a lot you left me. When I
needed you the most, you do this. My heart really hurts a lot and in pain after I
knew the truth. The only person that I really love is you. Now I've lose you and
have to forget you. It takes more than a year to forget you forever. You can
forget me easily because you didn't love me truly as I do. I'm crying everyday
thinking about you. I just wish that this will never happen but it already did.
You make me trust you and it did. Thanks for everything you did to me. I
appreciate a lot. Hope that you and her will have a perfect relationship. But I
Only want you to know one thing. You're the first and last I choose to be my
lover. Nobody can take your place in my heart like you do or be the same like
you. I'll always love you AZ. I'm gonna miss you and our memories dear ..
Goodbye forever :')
All my hopes and wish to be together again with you is just a dream that
i'm waiting it to becomes true. I understand what you were trying to tell
me about that. Even that I feel heartbroken after what I heard from you.
But i'm here to say that no matter what happen, i'm always right here for
you. I once promise something to you and i still keep it. I just wish that one
day when I woke up, everything's changed to be like what i wish for.
I promise that no matter what happen, i'll always love you even that we both
are just friends. I'll always pray to God for you no matter where you are.
Hope we're still together. Miss and luv you so much Capital 'A' .
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I'm Fyfy , SMKTSW Student , 15 and PMR Candidate .
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