I'm sorry if you think that I'm a bit arrogant now. But actually I never act that way.
Since that incident, it really hurts me a lot and I still can't forget it. That's why
everytime I saw you, I tried to get away because I'm afraid I might cry when I see
you right in front of me. I cry because you're the only one that I really loved so much and
I know you've heard this many times but I really mean it. I never lied about my feelings.
If you read this, you'll more understand my situation. I miss you so much but I can't say like
how I used to said to you like before. It mean nothing to you because you're with someone
else now. Sometimes when I think about us, I always said what did I do wrong to you that
makes you change yourself and lied everything to me. I never cheat on you, I never lied
or hide something from you that makes you mad. I know everything happen for a reason but
is it fair for me ? We both broke because we have reasons. We still contact with each other.
Suddenly you changed and act different. No wonder you're like that. You're hiding your
relationship from everyone and me. Just one or two knows about that.
What makes me more sad when I found out about everything about you from someone else.
All this while I really trust you but suddenly you changed like that. Telling the truth might
be hurt but much better than being lied. Before this you told me that you and her are just friend.
You convince me with so many ways to make believe you. At last I believe because I know that
you're a nice guy and wouldn't do such a thing. For the second time the truth comes out heard
from someone else not you. When I've cried a lot and suffer alone, you left me. That's why I still
remember until now. But I tried to be nice with you and act normal even that incident has left a
scar in my heart. If you're happy with her, I'm happy for you too. Just wish we could be together
again but I guess you have no more feelings to wards me and have forgotten me. But I'm here
still loving you forever. No matter where I am, you're always in my heart. I can never change my
heart and pick somebody else to be my loved ones. Take care, will always love you :')
#Sorry if the words are too long. It really came straight from my heart :)
